12 March 2009
sO mAny tiNgs hAppEn iN suCh a shOrt whiLe..
ii knOw ii didNt mAnaGe iT weLL eNuff..
mY pAreNts wAs liKe kEep QuEstiOniNg mE..
ii dUnnO hOw aM ii sUppOse tO pUt it..
ii rEaLLy hAve nO iNteNtiOn Of hUrtiNg aNyOne..
if ii knEw tiS wAs OutcOmE, ii wldnt hAve stArted..
eVeRyoNe by nOw wiLL tiNk iM vEry hEaRtLeSs..
nObOdy rEaLLy uNdErstAnd hOw ii feLt at tAt veRy mOmeNt..
ii wAs StRuggLinG tO gEt thRu tiS..
ii wAs cRyiNg whEn my pOpO caLLed mE..
ii wAs cRyiNg whEn my mUm sEnt mE tAt mSg..
ii wAs cRyiNg whEn ii've nObOdy tO tuRn tO..
ii wldNt sAy by nOw tAt im tHe sAddeSt..
whEn jUnAidi sAy "Wei She Me Yuhui?"
ii wAs like aSkiNg mYsElf "wHy did ii dO tAt?
wHy did ii hUrt tHe oNes whO lUrve mE?"
Mark wAs riGht, oNcE eUu mAde tiS deCisiOn,
eUu cAn nEvEr tUrn bAck..
ii knOw ii hUrt eUu bAdLy..
aLL ii cAn sAy nOw iTs im sOrry..
im sOrry fOr giviNg eUu hOpe..
im sOrry tAt ii didNt lUrvE eUu aS mUch aS eUu dO..
im sOrry fOr hUrtiNg eUu..
im rEaLLy vEry sOrry bOut eVeRythiNg..