16 January 2009
tOday is Our 31st mOnth aNnivErsAry..
sUppOse tO bE hAppy bUt...
tOday wAnNa gO jOhn lil SaLes aFt sChOoL,
sO dReSs up abit lOrr..
CoMpAriNg with lAst tiMe,
nOwadAys ii aLsO seLdOm dReSs up fOr sChOoL lE..
wEnt tO nEtiNfrA lAb cOx iAn's gRoUp nEeded heLp..
sAt oUtsidE tHe lAb tOkiNg On tHe fOne wiTh tHe tEachEr,
dEn dArr cAmE..
aFt eVerythiNg wAs dOne, ii nOtiCed hE lOok vEry piSsed,
sOo aS a Gf tHe lEast ii cOuLd dO wAs tO shOw sOme cOncErn,
aLthOugh ii wAs rEaLLy uNwiLLinG tO dO so cOx ii dEfiNiteLy knOw
iTs bOut mE & my dReSsiNg..
trUe eNuff lOrr, hE sAid wHen ii wAs tOkiNg On tHe fOne,
a gRoUp Of bOys wAlk pAsS StaRiNg aT mE & mAkiNg cOmMeNts..
ii hAve nO idEa wAt tHey sAid bUt dEfiNiteLy nOthiNg niCe laa..
sOmetiMes gUys is LidAt, lOw mOral..
dEn aLL tHe cOmMoTiOn stArts..
ii sAt aT a cOrnEr,
dEn hE wAlked oVer & sAid hE's nOt gOiNg lE..
ii wAs liKe "Okie, fine..ByeBye tHen"
wEnt hOme, CriEd my hEart Out..
hAd nO idEa wHy ii cRied..
pErhAps ii feLt tiRed..
tiRed Of bEiNg OvErProTeCted..
tiRed Of bEiNg cOntroLLed..
& tHe mOst tiRed tiNg Of aLL is..
im rEaLLy rEaLLy tiRed Of gEttiNg blAmE,
gEtiiNg bLaMe fOr wAt OthErs sAid Or dO..
eNuff pLs stOp aLL pAin..
dO eUu hAve aNy idEa hOw pAthEtiC ii sOund riGht nOw..
dO eUu hAve aNy idEa hOw hArd ii tRied..
eUu aLwAx fEeL tAt ii dOnt lUrvE eUu eNuff,
dO eUu rEaLLy knOw wAt eXaCtLy is lUrVe?
eUu nv OnCe feLt prOud tO hAve mE..
